3.13.2009

I cried this morning

Luckily Jordan was already off to work so he didn't have to witness my moment of self-loathe. I'm just really frustrated with my clothes. My pre-pregnancy clothes look ridiculous on me but I'm still not big enough to fill out any of my maternity tops. It's especially frustrating because I have to dress up for work everyday and I feel like I don't look professional at all. Then the weekend comes and I never have anything cute to wear anymore. I feel like a big, fat ugly woman.

Where is this "pregnancy glow" that everyone talks about? I think it's some cruel joke someone made up...because it doesn't exist!

It's petty and stupid but it really bothers me...I like to dress cute/nice! I feel like it's impossible to look good right now. So there it is, my little meltdown I had this morning. I'll blame it on my hormones.

4 comments:

  1. I hit that stage in my pregnancy too. It's where you don't look pregnant, just fat. I would hate going out to dinner with DH because I felt so unattractive and fat. No worries-once your bump is visible you'll proudly display it :-)

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  2. But you look so adorable! you make the cutest mommy-to-be ever! I haven't been there, so I don't know what the in-between stage feels like, but I always love seeing pregnant women in long tanks and long-sleeve tissue tees over top. they're dressy enough with slacks and a cute necklace, you can get them at Target, and they're not even maternity wear. just a thought!

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  3. like this! too cute:

    http://www.target.com/dp/B001IA0FG0/ref=sc_qi_detailbutton?ie=UTF8&pf_rd_r=1RWD5XC5NGQ84XW2VCQR&pf_rd_p=465357931&pf_rd_i=B001IA0FG0&pf_rd_s=bottom-6&pf_rd_m=A1VC38T7YXB528&pf_rd_t=5101

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  4. couldn't help myself. this too:

    http://www.target.com/dp/B001G8M2X8/ref=sc_qi_detailbutton?ie=UTF8&pf_rd_r=140CAAD310MS191CF8XF&pf_rd_p=465357931&pf_rd_i=B001G8M2X8&pf_rd_s=bottom-6&pf_rd_m=A1VC38T7YXB528&pf_rd_t=5101

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